I don't want to live.

Anonymous asked: Hey. Don't kill yourself. You're worth so much more than that. You deserve to live a good life and be happy. You are fucking amazing, okay? Stay strong.

Answer:

Thank you, means a lot!:’)

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1 week ago

graffiti-my-s0ul asked: It might seem like things aren't going to get better but I promise you it will, you have no idea how much everyone in your life would miss you and how devastated they'd be... xxxx

Answer:

Thank you lovely.xxxx

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1 week ago

is-this-goodbye asked: hey, don't leave, we haven't become friend yet xxxxxx

Answer:

I’m sorry, you wouldn’t want to be friends with me. I’m horrible.xxxxxx

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1 week ago

Anonymous asked: I'll be here for you whatever happens. Do what you think is best. Just stay strong for as long as you can

Answer:

Thank you.

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1 week ago

Anonymous asked: <3

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1 week ago

Anonymous asked: is today the day you're going to commit suicide? xox

Answer:

Yes. Hopefully.xox

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1 week ago

Anonymous asked: Sweetheart, please don't leave us. We're all here for you.

Answer:

Thank you.

Anonymous asked: You can't just leave. Please don't do this? It will crush your family... It will crush your friends. You CAN get better if you try. I know you have tried, but sometimes it's harder for people to get better. But you will. Don't kill yourself?! I beg you not to. What if your mum won't let you leave the house?? What will you do then?

Answer:

You know what the hardest thing is? I believe that if I ‘die’ one of two things will happen.
I won’t actually die because none of this is real. I’m not real, you’re not real, the whole world isn’t real. And so I’ll just wake up like nothing happened.
Or
Everyone like my family and friends will just fade away because they’re all a figure of my imagination and if I die, they will simply disappear.

It’s hard because part of me knows it’s just a feeling but there’s a massive part of me that believes it’s true. I just don’t know which one I should go with.

I don’t know what I’ll do if my mum doesn’t let me leave the house. Probably wait until I’m able too

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1 week ago

Anonymous asked: i wish i could just stop you and give you a hug and make you feel better and i want you to be happy but i know i cant do anything to help you at all and that makes me so sad because for some reason i feel like i should be able to help you :(

Answer:

Please don’t feel like that, just the fact that you took some time to write me this message means a lot.
But I’m afraid I don’t think I can be helped. Not anymore

my-twisted-fantasie:

fucked-up-sketches:

1. normal

2. pressured

3. low self-esteem

4. anxiety

5. depression

6. anorexia nervosa

7. bulimia nervosa

8. self harm

9. suicide.

TumbleOn)

this is so powerful

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